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- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
If I wasn’t in this particular season of life where I needed to read this book, I don’t know if I would’ve rated it so highly. There are some things I didn’t love about this book (explained below), but for me, this book was everything I needed right now. I needed someone to tell me that I am worthy. That I am whole in Him. That I can be brave and do the hard things even when I’m scared. That my past does not define me.
Yes, the writing style was difficult for me to get into and there were some moments that leaned too heavily into telling instead of showing. But . . . God still used this story to heal a part of me that I didn’t know how to heal. God still used this book, despite its flaws, to touch my heart with what He knew I needed to hear.
Their journey reflected so much of my own, which made it impossible for me to rate it anything less than four stars.
That being said, I won’t say this is a perfect book. It has some flaws that made it difficult for me to keep reading. But, I also know that God used this book to do extraordinary things in my heart and for my soul. So, for me, it was a much needed and healing read.
Full review coming June 12th.
Graphic: Grief
Moderate: Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Medical content, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism
Minor: Death, Violence, Blood, Death of parent, Murder, Fire/Fire injury, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
4.0
I also loved the way that the dad was more of the "villain" than their aunt. The switch made sense for the show, but this version feels more true for the books.
Graphic: Cancer, Grief, and Death of parent
Moderate: Alcohol
Minor: Cursing, Vomit, and Toxic friendship
4.0
Graphic: Death and Blood
Moderate: Confinement and Suicidal thoughts
4.75
What I Loved
- Juliana and Garrett's relationship. This is the best kind of grumpy x sunshine pairing. I haven't read a ton of books with that trope, but this one wins for me. Juliana is such a hopeless romantic, and Garrett is . . . well, he's not so quick to jump into romanticizing the idea of love. They really couldn't be more different, and it's those differences that make their journey so beautiful. There's also, like, really good banter. So, that's also a huge bonus.
- Garrett. Everything about this boy was literally perfect, and I shall not be accepting criticism. He's complicated. There' s so much more to him than just the brooding, angsty sad boy mask. I literally have no critiques.
- The intricate relationship between Juliana and her mother. As someone who has a close relationship with my own mother, I didn't understand everything about their relationship. They're very different from the mother/daughter relationships I've seen and experienced, and then there's the added cultural differences. But . . . I could sympathize at the beginning. I could watch as Juliana tried to fix everything that was broken in her family and know that things would probably come crumbling down. I could listen to their conversations and begin to experience their relationship through Juliana's eyes. I don't want to spoil anything, but trust me when I say that this particular relationship really made the book.
- The way that grief was explored and not just casually thrown in for "depth." I read a lot of novels about grief, and I'm always worried about how it'll be portrayed. But Chen did an incredible job. No, grief isn't the main point of this novel. It's not even the primary conflict. But it's present. It's there. It lingers in the cracks of Juliana's story because that's what grief does. It lays dormant in certain seasons before coming out and wreaking havoc on our lives. The destruction of grief and the different ways people handle it (or don't handle it) are depicted in both an honest and delicate way that will leave you feeling like you're right there with the characters in their darkest moments.
What I Didn't Love
- The LGBT themes. This didn't bother me that much—mostly because it wasn't a focal point of the story—but it was something that I didn't love.
Graphic: Grief
Moderate: Cursing
Minor: Cancer, Racism, Sexual content, Xenophobia, and Death of parent
3.0
I'm only giving it 3 stars because there wasn't really a plot, which made a lot of the scenes and interactions feel unnecessary. Hoping there's more of a plot for the other two books in the series.
Also, yes, I'm Team Jeremiah because Conrad is moody, broody (in a bad way), and cannot maturely deal with his emotions.
Graphic: Alcohol
Moderate: Cancer, Cursing, Drug use, Sexual content, and Grief
Minor: Violence, Blood, and Injury/Injury detail
4.25
I found the writing style a bit hard to get into, but once I was in, I was IN.
Rook is a wonderful book boyfriend, and Isobel is just the best.
That’s all I got right now. Probably gonna update with a real review later.
Graphic: Death, Violence, Blood, Murder, and Alcohol
Moderate: Body horror, Cursing, Sexual content, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Animal death, Suicidal thoughts, and Death of parent
3.0
I loved getting back into this world and the characters. I was surprised by the series crossover right at the end. Looking forward to seeing what happens next!
Graphic: Racism and Classism
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
I’m in love with this book, and it 100% deserves the hype.
Graphic: Cursing, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, and Sexism
Moderate: Sexual content
Minor: Car accident, Death of parent, and Alcohol
4.0
I will say that it is a little fast-paced in terms of the romance, but it wasn’t a problem for me.
Graphic: Confinement, Death, Torture, Violence, Murder, Alcohol, War, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Sexual content and Slavery
Minor: Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Death of parent, and Sexual harassment
3.0
I loved the annotations by Clary, Jace, and Simon. I just wish there were more of them.
Graphic: Death, Violence, Murder, and War
Moderate: Genocide, Torture, and Classism
Minor: Injury/Injury detail