The only reason it's not a 5 star read is that it didn't hit as hard as Just Mercy. That's not to say it didn't hit hard. I cried for the entire second half of the second chapter, and found myself tearing up at like every other chapter.

This novel is incredibly well written. The switches between perspectives and third vs second person are effective and seamless. The subject matter is approached in an empathetic and respectful manner. So many perspectives were shown, none less important than the last. 

The way information came together slowly over the course of the novel was genius. Being forced to wait to learn names and stories was incredibly effective, and the payoff was immense. I feel like I will think of this novel for a long time. 

I have never read a book written like this. It surprised me how quickly I was able to attach myself to characters. I don't know what message the author intended for us to take away, but all I feel is tired and hopeless. Maybe a bit grateful that I will never regret anything as much as Ansel.

My head hurts. I definitely want to reread this book at some point. More than that I want Mara to read it so we can discuss Ansel's character. Overall I'm incredibly happy I picked this up despite how numb it makes me feel.