I can’t even begin to describe how much this book means to me. Everything that Gerald went through, every single thought and feeling, I’ve felt exactly. His circumstances were almost identical to mine. This book made me cry, it made me angry and hurt, it made me put words to my own thoughts. The bad moods and hopelessness and mistrust are just so relatable. This book is triggering in so many ways, but I’m so glad I decided to end off 2020 with it. It’s perfect despite how much it hurts and now I need to get my hands on a physical copy