A review by vicki_williams
Not Catching Love by Saxon James

hopeful reflective slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes

5.0

What a way to farewell the Bertha House and all its occupants. 

Zander and Derek finally get their story told and what a story it is. Zander’s life is ruled by his anxiety whether it be catastrophizing, negative thoughts or crippling health anxiety. He not only has Seven and Molly to help him when an attack occurs but also local pharmacy nurse Derek. Unfortunately for Derek his life has become centred around Zander and his panic attacks. That in itself is not healthy for him but professional ethical boundaries also need to be considered. Zander’s highs and lows can be a bit confronting and Derek is such a calming and soothing influence, eventually though Derek has to make some difficult decisions regarding himself and his career and whilst the issue of Zander refusing to seek professional help causes some angst. 
It’s not an easy journey these two men must travel, separately and together, to get their well deserved and longed for HEA. I felt all the highs and lows with them, enjoyed the personal growth Zander experienced and loved the connection between them which developed further over time. Although sad to see the Bertha House come to a close my heart was so happy with the outcome of Zander and Derek’s story and I was definitely smiling at the end.