Huh I have no idea if I want to scream, cry, howl, sob or laugh right now. The book was an emotional rollercoaster ride in the truest sense of the word, too many times I fell into grief and then a ray of hope caught me to be able to think anything sensibly now. My Tedros deserves so much better than this, so much, so much better. My Agatha and Sophie gave me the world, they both fought so hard, sacrificed so much, it's incredible and they still have so much to do. The turn of events sent my jaw to the floor and now I don't even know what to do with myself.