i find their inner monologues to be repetitive and redundant. also their inner monologues feel like they are trying to be unhinged and it’s not working. it feels fake. 

as for the taboo nature of this book it’s gross. straight up! i knew what i was getting into but i also didn’t. i thought the step dad didn’t raise him but he did from when he was baby. anyway i can’t complain i was looking to see if i could i stomach it and i didn’t even have time to stay grossed out. i just kept thinking this feels fake.