I am still boggled which of which is the lucky paradise they've refer?

Funny thing is, I find myself praising the ability of the characters for having a different level of self-awaresness about their toxicity. All of the gayish hypocrisy that keeps me feeling the thumps and ba-dump in my fujoshi-heart. I just can't get enough of how this couple having misunderstandings, arguments, obsessions, devotion, narcissism, masochist and a little bit sadistic displays--and I can't believed I find this amusing as an entertainment. I was having a little bit of exhilaration just by watching everyone suffers from the complicated feelings they've possessed. The way they were all naive and bad at making decisions. Welp, can't blame for my best bl buddy who recommended this one for experiencing a total degrading level of stress, angst and anxiety lol.

Lucky for me, I wasn't affected by their dilemma. Surprisingly, I didn't find myself contemplating about it after finishing the manhwa unlike Killing Stalking. Which is darker than any uke's h*le and orifices. Yikes.