I personally, hated this book and could not stand to finish it. I had high expectations as it had so much potential and the reviews made it sound deep, profound and moving. Instead, I found it to be a writer who thought her random thoughts were amazing and write them down in a collection. I was put off by the explicitness of some of it as well, and I did not like the structure of the book where every thought is numbered because it has no flow. She is literally overly obsessed with blue in a creepy way, not in a beautiful way.