i'm gonna be honest, i hated this. I hated this so much. Before I knew I realized what was happening, I was already too deep in and was too curious at how it would end to drop it. I stayed up reading this (though I was still not able to finish it) and I couldn't sleep right away. This book haunts me. Getting into it, all I knew was it was about a pedophile. I did not think it would be that graphic. I did not think it would make me feel this way. I knew this book was dark but I did not expect it would be THAT dark. I was mentally throwing up all throught reading this. I didn't want to move while reading because I was paralyzed, I was scared that.... I was scared. It was my fault I took the warnings too lightly. It was my fault. But nonetheless, I fucking hate this book.