I've decided I'll probably never be able to properly write my feelings about this story! For every thing I hate about it there's something that I enjoyed. Closer to a 3.5 stars in my experience, but I rounded up to a 4 because it was still beautifully written.

I would highly recommend anyone who's struggled with self harm/suicidal ideation stay far far far away from this book, due to Jude's chapters where he tends to romanticize his struggles with these.