Not for you if you don't like unlikeable main characters. The MC is a bit of a dick and has internalised homophobia, but he does experience some growth in the end. I listened to this on audio, and I feel like I might have liked it more if I had read it instead of listening to it because the audio format made the ghost scenes very confusing. I had to play the audio back repeatedly because I kept missing them. I do love toxic and obsessive gays tho so I did enjoy this fine.