Updated May 2020:

Still not okay, and I'm pretty sure I never will be. I would literally read another whole series just on the day-to-day life of all of these characters. Idc if nothing actually happens, I just want more in this world.

I cried on and off for the last two hundred or so pages, just like last time. Just like I suspect every time will be. I haven't fully processed my feelings about things yet, and I've read the damn thing twice now