I feel like I shouldn't give any comments on this because I really just think this book wasn't for me, I wasn't the audience. So take everything I say lightly. This book was full of anger, sadness, and hope. Hope for as much as there were anger and sadness. It was a beautiful book, if we're being objectively honest. I just felt disconnected. It was probably because these characters want to live so badly in a situation where they don't have to and I always said that if there was an event like that, I wouldn't last a day alive. But I get it, even if only to a limited extent. When you live your whole life trying to please other people, why SHOULDN'T you take space especially in a time and place where you don"t know where your death is guaranteed? It was a nice message all in all even if I couldn't relate.