Idk know about you but this book didn't seemed so bad to me. I read it fast and it's real portrail of a girl who has love esteem and doesn't believe that anyone could actually love her. And there he was. He ebraced her with all of the flaws and I loved him for that. I'm sorry for all of the troubles and hard times did have to Eleanor go trough. 
But the end kinda ruined it almost whole experience for me.

But in my head they are end up together and love eachother fiercly