I want to preface this by saying I received this book in the mail at 2pm today and finished reading it by the end of the day.. i cannot describe how it made me feel im just sitting and thinking.. i cannot believe this is the last i will ever get of adam parrish and of pynch... So terribly heartbroken every time i think about that......
but anyways.. this was a really gorgeous book like. i had so many emotions it was crazy.. the part where adam and ronan were like molecules and they were merging together idek what was going on but it was gorgeous. adams whole monologue had me gagged.. like actual tears in my eyes i really felt for him.. his confession that he lies to everyone but ronan and how ronan was where he stored all his reality... I MISS KNOWING WHERE I WAS GOING :( i love adam so bad i will seriously never love a character like that ever again im afraid.. he changed something in me like deeply and fundamentally
"this adam killed those adams so this one could win, this one who came to harvard to go to class and write papers and buy waffles with the crying club and pretend like nothing bad ever happened to him and like he has all the answers."