this book. has ruined me. emotionally damaged now. but i’m so grateful i read this and am sad i’ll never get to read it again for the first time. the young love aspect made me cry even more because i couldn’t imagine what it would feel like to have happen. the 1000 boy kisses idea  is so sweet and i love it so much. this has become my favourite stand alone book that i’ve read so far. i cried so much. and i mean sobbed. there’s mascara stains and tear stains all over the pages and i have never cried so much to a book in my life. that’s when you know a book is good.