Physically cannot bring myself to rate this higher bc so much of the book made me curl into myself cringing. The narrator/character interactions were so whack, as was the candy cane scene?!?!?! Also just so many stupid decisions that felt so unrealistic. 
But at the end of the day I did finish it and was at least entertained by my distaste lmao. There were some sweet moments sprinkled in there but yeah honestly just not for me.