okay but i did finish it, but i cringed a lot. between the fmcs obsession with feet, sweaty armpits, and underwear in someones buttcrack, Im pretty sure im never reading another sapphic book written by a man ever again. This book just made me sooo uncomfortable at times. The book literally had such an interesting plot, but then we'd get the FMC's thoughts and my uncomfy levels raised. Also any spicy scenes between characters in high school just make me genuinely uncomfortable.