First of all i hate thus lady the way she treated cardan was horrible . Everyone in the court hated him because of the prophecy but his mother shouldn't traet him like that too. And still cardan grew up and managed to be a good person like when he was setting the mortal servants balekin had free . Jude is so stupid it was very ear he loved her but she was so invested on her shame that she didn't pay attention esoketimes she would thinlk he loved me but he hates that he do so that means he hates like aghh . I admit that i too was shocked by the phrasing of cardan and didn't realize that he said pardoned by the crown and sincd she's queen she can return anytime . But the fact that he did it as a trick thinking she would admire that he could trick that's so cute he made this to make her like him and also the fact that he thinks so high of her is also amazing he loves her so much it's crazy . And tge leyters he sent oh my heart broke for him . He thought she read them and that she's he ignoring him he kept begging her to come