HEAVY! Omg this book is heavyyyy stuff! I just don’t think I’m the right reader for this type of diary. As much as I enjoyed branching out of my comfort zone ... I HATED but at the same time LOVED (I use this loosely ... I liked the ending before the ENDING... you will only understand if you’ve read it) the ending. I don’t want to spoil it because I really think you need to read it to understand my frustration ... I know I’m being very cryptic and I’m sorry if you came here for well thought out review but this is who I am!!!

TRIGGER WARNING! Diet culture, drugs, rape, mental illness? Just be very careful if you are someone that is easily affected by heavy topics.
Also definitely not for YA in my opinion