“I almost forget that she still hates me, despite how hard I've fallen for her. And I've fallen. So hard. I've hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in my life have I felt this. Nothing like this. I've felt shame and cowardice, weakness and strength. I've known terror and indifference, self-hate and general disgust. I've seen things that cannot be unseen. And yet I've known nothing like this terrible, horrible, paralyzing feeling. I feel crippled. Desperate and out of control. And it keeps getting worse. Every day I feel sick. Empty and somehow aching. Love is a heartless bastard. I'm driving myself insane.”

i liked this lmao tbh my favourite part was when warner said that adam kent was so boring that having a conversation with him was like trying to talk to a desk lamp💀💀