How to rate this book even. It makes you feel a range of different emotions. I'm not a fan of super happy endings in literary fictions, so the ending wasn't appealing to me. I understand why it will be perfect for a lot of readers, but for me, I felt like the main protagonist wasn't opened completely. Yes, we do see her struggles, and her feelings of being lost, disoriented and miserable, but I was hoping for a glance into her happinnes moments more - I think this would have justified the happy ending for me. Because it felt like a lot of black paint until the last 5% of the book.