With an ominous town with traditions that may be difficult to survive, Curdle Creek lives off the belief that these sacrifices make them safer than anywhere else. After all, you might not survive to become an elder, but at least the town doesn’t have riots throughout the streets, right? What else could you want? (But if you ask too many questions, you may be asked to leave. Permanently).

Told from the perspective of a 45-year old widow, Osiria Turner, struggling to keep her head down and follow all the rules of her town, this book slowly brings you into her world. With many traditions that we only get glimpses of throughout - Moving On, Warding Off, Running of the Widows - we slowly begin to see the cult-like beliefs held in this town, and that no matter how close to someone you are, you can never fully trust anyone here. 

For the first 60% of this book, I was hooked on Osira’s struggle as she tried to appease her mother, the town, and make sure that her very own name would not be called for the Moving On ceremony. As she dealt with the disappearance of her children (Did they run away and survive, or are they dead somewhere? And with how dangerous the outside world is, would it be better if they didn’t survive?), to the death of her husband, and her failures to stop being a widow and to become a wife once again - bringing even more shame unto her family. I really liked the perspective of someone who believes the cult-like beliefs of her town, but isn’t a “true believer” and still has a few questions about the practices going on. 

I will say that I fully believe I think this book should have been at least 100 pages shorter, or possibly a novella, instead of the current 300+ pages it is. Once we moved to the chapter at the 61%, this book took a rather strange turn that made the rest of my reading experience a bit more confusing and convoluted. Without giving too many spoilers, our main character somehow discovers a strange magic briefly described and insulted throughout the book beforehand, and uses it to travel to a few separate places. However, none of these places make a great deal of sense, or are smoothly taken from one scene to the other, which I thought was rather confusing. As well as the fact that this section suddenly moved what felt like a book fairly grounded in reality to one more in the magical/supernatural sense, which I personally didn’t feel fit the vibe of the rest of the novel. 

The entire second 40% of the book felt strangely disconnected from the first 60%, and felt like an offshoot of what we had previously read before. I didn’t feel like how these last chapters ended the story to be satisfactory to the rest of the story, and I feel I would have enjoyed this book had they not been included. As well, there were a few times that I felt scenes could have been cut or shortened, which is why I think this book would have been a better read if the story was tightened to only about 150 pages instead. However, I do think this was an interesting read about being trapped in a cult-like town without anywhere else to turn, and I do recommend checking it out for yourself.