tried to reread this and got to the end of the prologue and physically couldnt put myself thru the pain of reading Again like oh my god this book absolutely destroyed me when i read . alex and poppys childhoods and where he helps her when shes sick and where his back gets messed up and where theyre with other ppl and barely talking anymore and where alex pretends not to remember their other vacas and poppy trying to make everything how it used to be bc the vacations with him were what made her happy and now everything is messed up and I JUST CANT DO IT.

This is just one of those books u deeply cherish in your heart but can never go back and read it, at least completely, just because of how Painful the journey of them is (FOR ME))


ALSO OMG its july 9 aka my 1 yr anniversary of reading this book that is a crazy coincidence i didnt even KNOWW