I just got tired. I didn't like this trilogy as much the first time around and the second time...it's exhausting. I don't care about a young straight white man's sexual violent troubles. I could endure them for the overarching story's sake, I think, if the narrator was not Simon Vance. I just got tired of Imriel and I got tired if Simon and I'm immunosuppressed in the he start of year 3 of a pandemic and fuck it I'm not wasting my life anymore than I have to.