I wasn’t aware of much of the controversy about trans representation (except for the general lack of it)until I read some of the furore around The Last of Us 2 (which I personally loved), and reading some 1-star comments on Goodreads for this book has opened my eyes further. However, the overwhelming majority of reviewers are gushingly positive for this YA book about a trans POC teen coming to terms with his identity and, I have to say I agree.

When I was a teenager, books like this either didn’t exist or certainly couldn’t be found in my school library. Even if the representation isn’t perfect for everyone, the fact that young readers have access to stories that promote empathy and understanding for people regardless of their gender identity is a huge step in the right direction. There is so much diversity and representation in this fast-paced book, and Felix’s journey shines a light on many of the awful experiences that those questioning their identity may face. I learned a lot.

A lot of commenters justifiably noted that they wish trans characters could just be present in fiction without it having to be about their suffering, and though this novel covers the pain of parental rejection, betrayal, outing, deadnaming and bigotry, the ending, I personally felt, was highly empowering and hopeful.

The characterisation is excellent and redemptive in many places. People make awful mistakes and are forgiven. People learn and become better friends and family members in the process. Felix himself was a little frustrating at times but hey, I’m sure I was as a teenager and I was privileged enough to have a fairly simple time of it.