“At first, I think there was a big part of me that didn't even want to get better. That just wanted to keep pretending! was fine, so I didn't have to put in the effort to change.”

…I like don’t have any words.
I mean Tori’s a real one.
And I fear Charlie is a little bit too relatable in this one, which I don’t like because what the fuck bro I don’t wanna relate to someone who says “why are we like this” at least one time in every book. But I fear that it’s too late. And lowkey why did this make me tear up.
OH AND BRO THE AGE GAP I FORGET ABOUT EVERY SINGLE TIME. 15 to 17. I mean, it’s not that big of an issue but that’s like me dating one of my sister peers..WAIT THATS SEINOR TO FRESHMAN. Or well technically junior to freshman. But still it’s strange…why can’t they just be in the same year