Sometimes being in love is like a trap. You can't escape it. Adrian is trapped in 2 worlds. The one that keeps his family and security and the one he really wants. These two may have a torn past but they clearly never got close to closure. Big feelings from being first loves, finding out that you still want them, realising you never escaped them. 
 Torture for Matias to see Adrian again, married to a woman, knowing he chose that life in exchange for him. He has channeled his hurt and leads an exclusive lifestyle. Always in control, never catching feelings and sleeps alone. But having Adrian suddenly start a job where he works, is enough for them both to lose control.
 This is more complex than a book about an affair. The power of manipulation and emotional blackmail runs throughout this book. When power exchanges have been evident since childhood, its grip is so tight. When Aiden is with Matias, he can breath, he can feel and he is free. There is never any doubt these two men remained in love, just tragic that they were robbed of a seamless relationship. They didn't get their happy ending without a lot of heartbreak and headaches. The stolen moments were tainted of being pure and deserved. A book where only age and fear stood in the way of the greatest love story. How these two men were destined to be together because love is the strongest emotion, if you allow it to take the lead. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily