When I first started reading this, I had to put aside by snobbishness - the author isn't necessary a writer, and she tells her story in more of a conversational than documentary manner. I've known that Scientology is scary for years, but to read what Hill's actual experience was like is terrifying. Forced labor through Sea Org, never-ending audits designed to get information to eventually use against her or her loved ones (under the auspices of "clearing" her), and disrupting her family ties are just a few of the tools the Scientology organization practiced to keep Hill - and all Scientologists - off kilter, never knowing who they could or couldn't trust and nurturing paranoia about the word outside of the cult. It's run like a Soviet-era oligarchy, and it's not easy to reconcile that the IRS gave it religion status. That needs to be revoked and the organization investigated for its abuses.

Dnf, boring.

The writing was so-so but I found the story interesting.

Fascinating account of someone who was fully entrenched in the church. The book was a bit tedious and repetitive at times, though. I think the story/ message would have been more powerful in a more condensed form.

A very daring and honest look at Scientology from a former insider.

I read this only because Scientology fascinates me--in a "what the...?" sort of way. The writing wasn't good but her story is pretty interesting.

Wow. Just, wow. Full review to come.

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Rating: 5 Stars

Review:

I don't even know where to begin. At 7% in I was thinking how batshit insane this all was, how this amounted to nothing more than straight up child abuse. This is not religion, this is not faith, this a money-making scheme built on the backs of children - from those who were unfortunate enough to be born to Sea Org members (the most highly committed Scientology members) and separated from their families for months or years at a time, to others who did forced manual labor to build The Ranch, all while receiving no actual education in anything but the doctrine of LRH (L. Ron Hubbard). There is no way on earth that I could ever be separated from Eleanor in that way for so long. No job or commitment is worth that. Ever. Nothing. Yet without batting an eye Jenna's parents relocated away from Justin (her brother) and Jenna WITHOUT TELLING THEM. The siblings found out from the family living with them what was happening, and by then their parents were already gone. I can't even.

It absolutely breaks my heart to even look at this cover and see this sweet face, and to know that her childhood was completely destroyed by these monsters - her own family being among the perpetrators. Worse still, to know that there are so many who went through and continue to go through the exact same thing she did - the psychological torture, the emotional abuse, even physical abuse. Heartbreaking is the only way to describe it.

Prior to reading this book I had very little knowledge of Scientology. I know it is a super expensive, super secret 'religion' that does not believe in pain medication or psychiatry. And it makes Tom Cruise jump around on couches acting like a damn fool. I mean really, would he have done that BEFORE becoming more involved with the 'Church'? No. Before that, when he was still married to Nicole, he was normal. There are still many, many things I do not understand (like why are adults called Mr. regardless of gender?) and so I am no expert, but I know what the experience was like for THIS child. I also do not understand why, at the age of seven, Jenna's job at The Ranch was to be the health monitor, keep track of all the illnesses the other children had, and to administer vitamins and help those who were injured. I also do not understand why when books like this come out, these abuses and allegations are not looked into by the authorities. Jenna, however, made a good point after her parents had left the 'Church' and didn't talk bad to Jenna about it at all, who was still very much involved. She made the statement that you can't tell a brainwashed person that they are brainwashed, they won't believe it. Perhaps this is why even if any authorities were to look into the allegations, they would come up with nothing, or very uncooperative people who do not see anything wrong with the way they and those around them are treated.

This was a very engaging, horribly heartbreaking story. Ultimately though, Jenna escapes (as the subtitle states, so no spoilers here) and has gone on to speak out against the 'Church'. I hope that now that she is free, raising a family of her own, that she can really put her life back together and find peace and happiness that she certainly never would have had if she had remained. Highly recommended.

Wow. This is a disturbing portrayal of life inside Scientology. It is a very quick read and quite good.

I had high expectations for this but it fell flat for me. I loved Leah Remini's book and I thought this would be on the same level but I slogged through it on audio. It could have been half the length!