holy shit…the author really got me in the end there with

zilan resurrecting her siblings in the royal bodies, i was flabbergasted sitting there it was so fucking metal. but really the entire climax was so insane, we were rly coming down to the wire there and i so respect that the author went with zilan choosing to become the monster that was SO hardcore. her being adopted and being “reborn” into her new identity with her new family coming back in the end to save her was fucking wild too she cheated death TWICE!!! WHAT A LEGEND

this book did have a more predictable general hero storyline for the entire middle section, so most of the journey (while still enjoyable!!) wasn’t anything new, but the third act i think is where it all takes off and the story really gripped me. it also had a lot more graphic body horror than i expected, but the alchemy magic system was so interesting and i loved the intricate visuals that the author painted when they were describing zilan using her alchemy. my one gripe was that zilan was so ridiculous with how she

legit just went around openly speaking treason out loud thinking she was safe bc she assumed no one else around the entire palace could understand her dialect

to the point where i wanted to yell through the book, but in all i can look past it bc shes supposed to be young and what i enjoyed about the book far outweighed it. i will say though—the romance aspect of the book, although present, was not the stand out part of the story for me; it was a very sweet loveline, but the theme of family was stronger and i think what brings this book to a high point.